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\u201cBut when we were in Spain, it didn\u2019t really feel like we had each other either. And that\u2019s sad. I can\u2019t even begin to tell you how hard it was and how it affected me. It was a nightmare.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was an absolute circus \u2014 and everyone loves it when the circus comes to town right? Unless you\u2019re in it.\u201d<\/p>\n
When asked whether she “resented” David, Victoria explained that she did and explained how she “internalised” the trauma in order to support her husband.<\/p>\n
“If I\u2019m being totally honest, yes I did. It was the most unhappy I have ever been in my entire life. It wasn\u2019t that I felt unheard because I was always mindful of the focus that he needed.\u201d<\/p>\n
Don’t miss… <\/strong> We use your sign-up to provide content in ways you’ve consented to and to improve our understanding of you. This may include adverts from us and 3rd parties based on our understanding. You can unsubscribe at any time. More info<\/p>\n The woman whom David was accused of having an affair with is not named in the four-part documentary, but headlines from the time are shown with one reading: “Sex with Becks.”<\/p>\n David also becomes emotional when recalling the tough time in their marriage and says: “There were some horrible stories which were difficult to deal with.<\/p>\n \u201cIt was the first time that me and Victoria had been put under that kind of pressure in our marriage.\u201d<\/p>\n When asked how they survived, David explained that they felt like they were not “losing each other” but still felt they were “drowning” as more headlines were made.<\/p>\n “It\u2019s our private life. There were some days I thought, \u2018How am I going to go to work? How am I going to go on that training pitch and look as if nothing is wrong?\u2019 I felt physically sick every day when I opened my eyes. How am I going to do this?\u201d<\/p>\n
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